tired.....

I'm tired of being sad. 

I'm tired of crying. 

I'm tired of feeling empty inside. 

I'm tired of feeling worthless. 

I'm tired of feeling stuck. 

I'm tired of feeling crazy. 

I'm tired of being alone. 

I'm tired of yelling. 

I'm tired of pretending.

 I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have. 

I'm tired of missing things. 

I'm tired of missing people. 

I'm tired of remembering. 

I'm tired of wishing I could start all over. 

I'm tired of not being able to just let go.

 I'm tired of faking it. 

I'm tired of being different. 

I'm tired of being angry.

 I'm tired of needing help. 

I'm tired of always wondering when God is finally going to let me be happy. 

Most of all, I'm just I'm tired of being tired.....